First Entry: I bought a gun the other day. Didnt buy ammo, but not too far off. Been obsessing about my gun.
Second Entry: I fired my gun today; five rounds. Its really loud. Been thinking and dreaming about it (suicide).
Third Entry: I really flipped out today; threw my ammo at someone in public; I know I have to do it now; theres no hope for me.
[person died by self-inflicted gunshot wound 4 days after this last entry].
One of my Psychology course examples about depressive Disorder,,